When I'm Not Here
As always I've written a few different posts at various times over the last couple of weeks--in my head. Never made it onto here to put any of them up. I'm actually only writing this now 'cause from an out-of-the-blue decision to check my blog found that a few people have actually been keen for news.
I've been out of it is all. Last year I coined the phrase "doubly sick". I had high hopes of this year being better, but January found me in bed deciding that "doubly sick" just didn't cut it. I now have "tribly sick". Because of many different reasons I've been slipping in and out of the tribly sick situation lately.
I'm not always there. About five days ago I had one really good day. It's those moments that give me the hope that there's something worth fighting for. So I'm still fighting...
But if I've been silent for a long time, then you're pretty safe to assume that things could be bad. If whenever you see an old post uploading yet again on your screen, if you could just send up a quick prayer, it would mean so much to me.
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